Wednesday, August 21, 2013


Been studying, and working (in the hols) since June.
And man, all I can say in this blog is how much I've deteriorated, if I may say, as a Christian.
But I believe writing these events will remind me and warn you readers.

In these days, of lack of time spent on reading the Word of God and little time praying and very much effort put into concentrating during prayers but to no avail, I feel afraid. It is a very scary feeling.

I still believe in God, and I always will. I guess it's true when they say that the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. My excuse? Laziness and procrastination. But they are very lame excuses. Pathetic in fact.

But God is good. :)
He has always been. During this time, He still is with me. He listens to me when I come to Him, He is there. He reminds me of His goodness, and reminds me that the end is near. He fills my heart with songs of praise and of worship to Him, and I am reminded everyday of Him.

I hope as time goes on, I will be more disciplined in my devo time.

That's all I want to share.
Phrasesoftheday?
Here's  one: I have decided to follow Jesus, no turning back, no turning back. The cross before me, the world behind me, no turning back, no turning back.

Char Siew Pau.